Thanks, but Im surprisingly calm this one. My first one I had a miscarriage due to a molar pregnancy and had to have a d&c at 11 weeks, crushed me, so when I got pregnant with lil man, I was a nervous wreck and ended up having him 8 weeks early due to severe preeclampsia, my kidneys and liver had completely shut down and my blood pressure was like 220/190, they didnt know how I wasnt in seizures, so they had to take him immediately. I wasnt going to have anymore out of fear from the last time, but my chances are actually less with the second full term pregnancy than the first time.