Glad today found you feeling better! Sometimes it helps just to get it out . I'm so glad you reached out instead of keeping this to yourself. Never hesitate to reach out to people, as you can see from the responses, people really do care. i hope you continue to feel better. You've got a grandbaby on the way, she will help you more than you know. Please pm me if you need yet another ear, I'm a great listener. Take care.