First, the thing you are seeing under you member name is how we keep track of your bullets and mayberries. It is nothing sinister.
Second, no one can see it but you, the mods and Pubby. So do not go thinking God and everybody else can see how many bullets or mayberries you have.
Third, a bullet is a bad thing. A mayberry is a good thing. The mods give bullets for doing something wrong (like be snarky or disruptive) or a mayberry for doing something good (like helping out a newbie or telling someone about a Commerce member's good service.)
The number you see is your total tally b