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BH87

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  1. When I am feeling my worst heavy metal gets me pumped. been listening to kill your mother, eat your father, beat your sister, rape your dog heavy metal since the 80's. I am 45 and have done none of the prior. I worry more about the hatred spewed at the dinner table.
  2. the person that had the brilliant idea to add computers to appliances should be shot.
  3. Send her to another state where she can at least feel normal for a week on vacation, pain mgt will drug test close to your b-day so space it out from there 30 days. I have a friend with MS that I have watched move quickly recently, very rough stuff. Just imagine her spasms greatly reduced and all of the sudden your stomach can take on food without throwing up. You can put your thoughts in order when you have to deal with dying. My week is lots of meditation and coming to terms with the year that just passed. I can think about death and smile, I come to peace with it. I am ready for my next wee
  4. I had to come to that reality and thanks for reminding me. We start to die the day we are born, you have to die living, you can't live dying.
  5. What courage, to be dying but want to shield your family from the hurt. My friends Dad just went really quick, then they found out it was his second cancer battle and he knew for a while he was terminal. They found out through the only friend he let know after the funeral.
  6. My kids get to watch me throwing up, breaking out in sweats and slowly slip away. Marijuana allows folks like me to live and die with dignity around my kids. Instead they see me when it gets bad knocked out on phenegran and shaking in pain. They see me in a way I would not wish on any kid. Instead I have to go out of state from time to time just so I can smoke and get my weight back up so I don't look like I am dying. I have been judged by co workers for having to throw up often at work, one thought I should not be allowed to work as she did not appreciate having to watch my decline. So
  7. Because people that do home invasions do this often. So I think the police need to drop back and think of a new approach. And what if that old lady lit up a cop, then we would all be on here having a pity party for a dead cop. There is no question when a cop gets lit up, it has to be a criminals fault. How about this, I think it is a reality that it is not always a "suspected criminals" fault for lighting one up but rather the police are and continue to use ways that have proven to kill innocent people including the cops. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over bu
  8. Time for a push on halting these and assess how to move forward with them. Especially after the recent case of a Ga judge signing blank warrants for when she was out. Too much room for error.
  9. I have a nice one, it is the bigger version with wheel. I just put a blade on it so if you are cool with $30 you can use it. It is not the little table top saw, it has legs and a tray under it. I live off Bill Carruth near Hiram Sudie here is a link to it http://www.buy.com/prod/ryobi-zrws750l-9-amp-7-in-portable-tile-saw-w-laser-and-stand/221522186.html?listingId=141179402
  10. And if you have nitro tabs or patches make sure you re new them every 6 months as suggested. They experience a more rapid decline then many meds. great thread
  11. What if I am living in sin with my GF? I joke about it but really, are there guidelines there. I live right by Hiram High and my son goes to EPHS so she could do either one easily. Bruce
  12. Just listened to "Mas Confusion" that is also good.
  13. Stand is really good also PS Please give feedback, the good the bad and the ugly so he can learn and grow
  14. Even if you don't like Metal check out Thinkin', the version at the bottom that is not live. Click all songs and scroll down or do like I did and listen to them all! He will be staying with me Thanksgiving weekend! If you wanna come do some freestyle jamming and eating hit me up! Come by and welcome Jimmy Starr (James Starnes) to Paulding http://www.reverbnation.com/zigzagtampabay
  15. As someone who has you just have to decide to take responsibility for you and change your rewards process thinking. I say "your", this works for me and while I am passionate about how to do it my way everyone has to find the way that works for them. I think that was key for me, I was sick and tired and being sick and tired. I had to get my head out of the sand, flush the self pitty pot and move on. I am off many meds, have kept my kidney failure stable and actually went from stage 4 to a 1-2.
  16. If you already have a face to face yes, if you are handing a resume in and not meeting the hiring manager no. I go to at least 20 resume workshops a year put on by big players like P&G, these are the ones that recruit so they look over 1000's of resumes. I do video for them and learned a lot. The biggest thing they tell you is bombarding them with all that is too much and likely to end up in the pile of resumes to be looked at if we need to. If you feel they are pertinent to the job then list them, otherwise not only are you overloading them you may just be showing them where your long ter
  17. If I were cold handing my resume I would say no, when going through hundreds if someone handed me a resume more than 2 pages it got set aside in the if I get time pile. Since you made contact and they have an interest, yes give those to them, still do not bombard them, more is not always better. I know many don't like that first line but I am just telling you the reality of going through 100's of resumes.
  18. Yup, I agree, an addict is an addict and will find a vice.
  19. yes sir, Tina rocks!!! She was able to guide us through rough waters and helped us do a 60 month chapter 13 in 38 months which helped my credit recovery big time!! She also has lots of contacts with the Ga DOR that will make life easier.
  20. The answers have already been established in every state as it would be another medication like those already regulated where medicinal use is concerned. The questions of recreational use are tougher.
  21. I am, she should have gotten a harsher punishment. If you saw the video and the first story you would be shocked also that she got off so lightly. This was not a onetime thing, she did this daily and complained that he special needs kids getting on that bus take too long. She does not ease onto the side walk, she is moving at a high rate of speed for conditions. She also did this last school year but that driver did not bother to turn her in! This year a new driver witnessed her actions and did the right thing. I say she wears that sign and helps at that stop everyday for an entire school
  22. I hope you see that yes it does stop those of us that get tested and need a clean record for their line of work. There are those of us that it is not about recreational use but rather a medicinal tool that we can't have in our tool box to keep us going. Like many up and moving to a compassionate state is not an easy option, job, kids, house that tanked with the market, we stand tall and take it, hiding our illness to save our families grief until it is so bad we have to tell them. I went 2.5 years with that in my head, only me and my doc knew when I began a steady decline. I had to tell them a
  23. I have a terminal illness and hell yes I would for medicinal purposes. Instead I take drugs that have hardcore effects or just deal with periods of pain so bad it scares my co workers. I turn white, sweat and throw up. One complained but they quickly shut her up as I am sure they knew the ramifications. I daily deal with nausea and vomiting, both would be helped by it. I also have to process stuff that others don't, I try to die living and not live dying but sometimes that is easier said then done. I would someday just like to be able to ease my pain, not feel the stomach cramps and kidney pai
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