I remember going to the benefit singing they had for Austin {he was on my son's baseball team at the time} and listening to his parents testimony. To have that beautiful,wonderful feeling KNOWING that you are going to Heaven and for sure that you will see your loved one again....whew. They said they knew God had a plan........and in short that if it was God's will, it shall be done. That whatever the outcome were, if they saved one soul from the devil....{a little emotional here}, having a hard time here w/wording. How unselfish, devoted, ummm....tons of other words, which I am at a loss for r