So sorry to hear this, my family and the Barnes/Rollins family were close a long time ago, we just lost touch over the last few years. My thoughts and prayers are with you now during this difficult time.
I cannot even begin to imagine the pain that this family is going through right now. There are not enough words to make it hurt any less. My heart goes out to you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I hope I don't sound like a broken record but I really want to tell you what a very wise man once said to me about how he looked at losing someone. He said that he believed that we all have a reason for being on this earth and when we have completed the task then it is time to go because at that point then we are too good to be here. It made sense to me.
A very wise man once explained to me how he viewed losing someone so close. He said that each of us have a job to do while on this earth and when that job has been completed then it's as if we are too good to be here. So in my eyes, she is now too good for this earth. I hope this helps.