Im so sorry for your loss.I know how you feel I know that doesn't help but my thought's are with your family this is so heart breaking and so hard to go through.But just try to find comfort in knowing that he knew he was very much loved by the family and how much he loved you guy's too..He will alway's be with you in your heart's.When you can do it make a special place for a memorial for him with all the picture's you have his toy's,blanket's he may have slept on and a candle and maybe his food bowl he had it keep's his spirit alive and something the family can visit....I know it helped me wh