Okay...So....The last post...Let me clear up...I feel ten times better.Please dont misunderstand my missing Scotty as a way to keep it going or whatever...Some may not understand what it's like to have someone who could melt your heart with his silly words,are to know God put an angel on earth,or to hold their hand as they look at you not able to speak from the cancer,but you know just what he is saying,how the nurses see in your eyes that the terms of visiting hours dont aply to you,how their passing turns your world upside down,or why your husband gets up and walks out of the room just becau