Demise

Take it too the Limit... Thaaas what I needa hear!

I'll definitely be there.

AAAaah! I need a nother shot of vodka! And Some Elvis!

Excellent! Tasty... Smirnoff...

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Hey LT! It has been a very long time.... How have you been?

Howdy all... How's everyone doing tonight?

Who is still awake?

Happy birthday man. I know a ton of people that have their birthday at the end of this month or begginning of the next. My best friend's birthday is Sunday.

Sure, I am serious about it... I'll call you tomorrow after work so I can drop the money off for the compressor. Night man!

And it's great!

Yea I am... but that is beside the point. LOL. Never said you were gay... just... oh nevermind! Perhaps...

Yea, I agree friends are good, guy friends or not... But there is a gap that they cannot fill reguardless of how good friends you are (unless you're gay.... which I am not) Hell, what am I saying... who says a woman could fill the gap either? Maybe I am just trucked up.

Already working on the writing thing... And frankly NOTHING I try will fix the loneliness inside. I will just have to live with it... Prolly are if you're talking to me. Rest well. Sounds good... I am looking forward to it already!

Sounds good to me. Ya need to sing some Elvis with me though.

I know my man... I was going to go to Macfarlane's for some Karaoke... Want to head over there with me?

Like I said, I will not go to school... Even if they were to offer it free. I just don't think that's the best route for me at the moment.... And... Loneliness is a killer...

I too drink when I am lonely, which is most of the time... I have always loved gaining abilities, to me abilities and knowledge are money (which I guess in a sense they are) the way I figure it is, if I expand my booklet of skills as much as I can, there won't be much I can't do... In the past month I have learned (and performed) how to paint a car.

Unfortunately, some of your ideas echo those annoying voices in my mind... bastard... Maybe I should go that far...

I don't intend to go back to school. Frankly I don't have the money and I know far too many people that blew multiple thousands of dollars on college and it did nothing for them.... No, I will never go back to school. Education is great, but I am not paying that much for it when I can learn at home for free. Plus, I value my independence too much to tank it all. I am working on some other stuff that might be lucrative as far as money goes. and I have started writing on my books again, which is what I really want to do (write novels) if I can get something published this time (which means

**Sigh** Perhaps you are right.... Maybe I should just forget about them permanently.

I am sorry I snapped at you... But I am just tired of people telling me the same thing. and yup, a bit intoxicated...

I asked for a date, (didn't even know her that well) we started going out... Became friends, and then I found out she wasn't interested in 'dating' formally, that she was hung up on some other guy but she still wanted to be friends with me... I think I have seen her twice in 6 months now....

Grrrr, this always annoys me.... I am fine with who I am, I know myself quite well, and finding a mate is far from the top of the list. But, it is still on the list, and it is something I have some interest in. Why the hell does everyone automatically assume that looking for someone is at the top of my zeusned list???