So sorry for your loss. My mother lost her son and granddaughter at the same time in a car wreck when the granddaughter was five years old. You will never get over it but time will make it a little easier. Only God knows what your child would have had to go through if it had lived. So sometimes we don't understand why things happen like they do but God has a reason for everything. In the Bible Job lost all of his kids and all of his cattle and even had sores from head to foot .Job said to the Lord it would have been better if I had never been born. But in the end God blessed Job with twice as