[This is just the first part of my tireless rant .....]

Not to just put myself out there like this but it might make you think I have 2 kids 19 months and 6 months both in diapers and one taking formula that is around 125.00 a month for month for formula and atleast 30 a week for 2 packs of diapers my husband works for 10 a hour 40 hours a week we also have rent utilities car insurance all the exspenses of living i want to go to work to help financially but if I do I lose my food stamps and medicaid for both my children also i would have to pay child care child care alone for two kids would eat up my whole check but in order for me to qualify for childcare assistance i have to already be working and on a waiting list yet who will watch my kids why i look for work and how can i pay for it untill i get assistance even if my husband gets any kind of raise i am cut off i think the system is so unfair it is keeping us down instead of helping us get ahead also my son has molluscum contagious and not allowed in daycare so he would need private daycare and they will not allow him to have this so how does a person get ahead with such strict guidelines who honestly could raise to kids so small on 10 an hour