BB, I hit the wrong button - but I wanted to reply to your post. First and foremost, you & your family are in my prayers. Prayer is what will get you through this. I speak from experience. You see, I lost my beautiful daughter February 15th of this year - the day after Valentine's Day - she also had stage 4 lung cancer. She left 3 children, and a wonderful husband. She is in a beautiful place now; and is no longer suffering. Knowing that, and stepping up to help with her children are what keeps me going. She was, as I said before, beautiful, smart (paralegal degree from UGA), funny, and could light up a room with her smile. She was my best friend, and I miss her terribly.
You're not supposed to bury your babies; it leaves such an empty space in your heart.
And it hurts to